NO-tivation

I have renamed motivation "NO-tivation" as I have none, even as I look around at the piles of things that are stacked high and the to-do lists swarming in my mind are plenty - it's not enough to get me out of this funk. I don't know why I feel so heavy, barely able to move. I'm not sick, just really tired and not excited about anything. I shouldn't be depressed but I think I might be.....or maybe I'm just really really really bored. This grey dreary weather is mostly to blame. Yesterday it was sunny and a little bit warm. I embraced the day and actually smiled. I got out the yard tools and worked for a bout 30 minutes before I pooped out and had to call it a day. I was hoping the new found enthusiasm would carry itself for at least 24 hours but it didn't. Like the wind up flashlight that holds a charge for about 15 minutes that is about as long as I lasted. So I sit here, staring at the computer trying to muster up enough energy to do something.....anything.